From the window

From the window
I see the day change
Night with moonlight
Morning with bright sunshine
sometimes see the rain drop so hard
with thunder break the sky

From the window
I see you are busy with your day
passing the time with working hard
Sometimes I hope you will stop and look at me
waving your hand to say hello
giving away a nice smile


But I think you are just too busy
Even you don't know someone looking at you from the window
You just work and work

From the window
I could hear the rhyme of your laugh
I could feel how you enjoy your day
It is like a happy song in the sunny day

I know I wouldn't be the part of the show
I just one of the audience who support you
the one who happy when the actor find the happiness
and the one will in tears when the actor broke
but... all is fine for me

From the window
I see you move
I see you dance
I see you sing
I see you smile
I am happy
I hope ...
I won't ever see your sadness


(cuma pengen nulis ngaco gara2 bursa jelek berhari-hari... waiting for monday, hope will be green)

What will happen tomorrow?

Sometimes, so many thoughts come in to my mind. When no one around me, and only stay in front of the monitor. I thought how happy I am always have friends who I could share, so I can share any happy or sad feeling. While life wasn't so friendly as before, friends also trapped in the condition to survive. No more time to talk or share. Day by days when the day begin, I always open my net and hoping some friends say hi, and then sometimes i haven't got any hi in many days. feeling so lonely and so bad.

I decided to change my life. I don't want fall in to deep sadness anymore. I learn about what I need to jump into capital market. Little by little, join mailing list, read many news. Now here I am. Spending my time from 9.30 am- 04.00 pm to see whats going on in Indonesia Stock Exchange. Put some choice to buy or sell. It wasn't good at the first, even on bullish market. But now, i learn how to get bullish market help. Even not as good as other, finally I got 7% from my portfolio on 3 weeks (include a week holiday).


So, now i am here. Even it doesn't mean it could erase my loneliness, but at least I have something others to make my mind full. I would try built it as my happiness, even I still miss my real social life, a real friend who can i share with, but i know.... we never got all what we want.
What will happen tomorrow??
I will never know what tomorrow will bring in my life, I only hope to be much stronger than before. With or without someone support, I still could smile, can accept all things that not work as what i want. I could understand hows life flow, hows hard life make friends hard to keep in touch, and how to manage the loneliness in a positive way.

SO what i wait everyday change now...
NEWS.. what market will bring tomorrow? Because that the only thing that I know I will get it everyday. GO GREEN market ... help me