So Stupid

I feel so stupid..
Black out..
did something without consideration
I knew its my own mistakes
so stupid....
If other heard will be laugh loudly

I never ever be like this..
just wondering why I was so stupid
I knew cant feel regret it
But God I still think again why I am so stupiddd

Everything gonna be OK

I walk a few steps alone
I make my self try to solve my own problem
without friends for share

Its hard in the beginning,
when I got many support in my past
and now I realized no one beside
no one I could ask for help

Hiding my tears on pillow
sink my problem in the deep water
Only hugging the wind which always touch my skin gentle

I am all alone now
without no one who care about
but Im sure everything gonna be OK
the pain, the tears won't kill me
I am ready to move

Anytime You Need A Friend

Anytime u need a friend I will be here...
So don't you fear even you miles away
I'm by your side, so you don't ever be lonely,


Thats all what I want to say to you. I know you will say the same to me. Even we live so far, you are untouchable, but sure this heart, this mind belong to you my friend. You will never know how much I care about you. You will never know, I wish I could wipe your tears and put half for me, so it will make u feel lighter. Or sometime I wish I could replace your place when I know you are so desperate.

When you are in tears, it bring me tears too. What I feel too u exactly the true. Its not a drama, that want to make you sure that I am with you. But its real. It happen because your kind heart, make me believe caring, supporting and respect are part of friendship. And you already prove it. You always give your hand whenever I need it so I won't slip, you give me your heart so I always feel I am not alone.

So .... as I feel, remember that Im always here whenever you need a friend. Just imagine I will stand by your side for hear, for hold your hand. Even I cant be there for real, I wish I could but my heart, my mind will never far from you.